untold truths ; step into the dark

I don't know what to say
I felt numb and then i felt sad , then i felt my heart burning
everyday , it's like this
I wander if it will ever change.
My thoughts are filled with that hateful guy.
gosh, it has been a year and still, i'm like this.



Kill the feelings, extinguish the fire

cure my pain , kill the saint

1 month and a day more and i'll be 16
pretty sad how things go by
I miss dad. I wander if he's sleeping well, eating well
I hope he's staying in a good place and found someone
i miss him so much. I want to call him and ask if he's alright
i want to write to him but i can't
fucking life. I'll give him a better life. I swear i will
stay healthy please dad. i wander if your legs are better now
i wish i could help



20 more days, i wander if i should wish a happy birthday




Maybe it's for the best, maybe it should remain this way

The picture tells a thousand words

beautiful hearted <3


forgive my sinful hair please :D








That idiot with MY chips :D

oh sey..... eh eh eh? he <3

3 old misers and the lover twins
he he he, dun bluff me eh :D jk ah




YAY! finally uploaded the pics,
oh yay yay, i think i'm going crazeeeeeey
hahahaahha,
honestly, i find it hard to smile but i shall!
sigh... tired of it.
i dunno what to say, lost for words.
strange sia, usually i have a lot to say
never mind! i shall say alot more next time :D