Mar 27, 2009

ks.posting another post again today.
miss my dad man.I miss Mala, Wiwi, Diana, Asmira, Sharfica, Maen, Sky, Lwin, Ryan, Eaint, Thiri, Sweety and Yuzana.
Life just sucks, I feel so sad nowadays, My seating arrangement is not so bad because shawn is actually talkative, hahaha.
I like my maths group,I'v come to a decision. I'm gonna change for the better, Talk less, listen more. Sigh. I just feel so sad. So many reasons. Talked with Mala yesterday. It brings back all the memories. I feel so useless. I feel like shit.
I feel like I aint important to anyone at all. Life is just boring, uneventful. I got stronger, cuz tears can't seem to come out even though I'm so sad. I feel so bad I didn't know HT cried. I feel like I'm useless. I hate my life. Yeah, I know I'm being negative but after I write this down, I'll feel alot better. I'm really optimistic. Dunno what happened to me. I hope my mom and dad don't separate. dad wrote me a letter. Almost cried. I miss him so much man. I want to meet up with my friends soon. They are like the best medicine for me. And I'm greatful to my classmates who have been so good to me, I used to hang out with Jodi only and she treats me like shit.Not that I didn't know but I just feel so useless when I couldn't break away frome this. And I think The incident with Mr Tan also taught me a lesson. " Don't talk so much" I really didn't want to cry that day. I wish I didn't. I hadn't cried for 3 yrs that time. I couldn't control my tears again when Mrs Eng scolded me. I feel sorry for Adam who cried because of me. I feel that every thing I've done is a mistake. Next time, I'll stop being so rash-mouthed. I hate it when I regret cux I know what's done cannot be undone.I wish my life would get better.




Back again..
:D:D:D:D
life has been boring and tiring.
Everday, I feel so sleepy.
Still haven't do alot of holiday hw.
Every single teacher was chasing me.
Going to post a few pics next time abt the www.
Had so much fun that day man.
Somebody change handphone no. but dun want give me.
:(:(:(:(
so bad, lol. Somebody going back Myanamar for 3 yrs.
I so sad. :(:(:(.
Somebody not free to go out with me. :(:(:( I so bored.
Sigh... I've been complaining alot. As in now.
Somebody got girlfriend alr, dun want talk to me.
EVERYBODY"S IGNORING ME! I want to sulk.
:D:D:D:D:D
finish complaining!
hahaha. I miss BHPS man, and "The Group".
I miss them like hell. :(:(:)
I hope my phone get repaired soon. :D:D:D

Mar 20, 2009

Away on a journey

sigh.... so many things happened
to my besties, I'll tell u in sch.
tmr, going to www
I -toot-ed up
wanna give up man!
hahaha,
i miss sch.
and my Pri sch besties and sec sch besties
:(:(:(:(
:D:D:D:D:D gotta cheer up
yes, I'm a strong woman.
hahaha

Mar 14, 2009



Mar 13, 2009

Far far away in a place, I found My love

sigh..........
I MISS SCHOOL!
sigh.... but it's all worth it cuz There's a handsome guy at the exam :D:D:D:D:D
he's hot!!!! :D:D:D:D:D
I still haven't taken the photo but will do it soon and show it to CC and LM!
yeah!~
I got a friend's b'day on 15, dunno what to buy yet...
sigh...

Mar 4, 2009

such a tiring lifestyle


aiyo, i had to "catch" the rain after such a tiring and disappointing day.
sighs. I bought a new dress!! hahaha.. :D,
posting on class blog later!