POSTING PHOTOS TODAY...

Then this!

I've had enough

Hi guys!!!
back again.. :D yay!!!
Today going with my mom to see new handphone!!
Hooray!!! Finally man..
SO HAPPY !!!!
haha.. lols... i know la paisei...
But now need to edit blog and study!
BYE!!
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At last

hey, back finally.
ya, sth happened but I dun blame anybody la.
After all, I AM irritating. ya, glad I know.
Really hard time for me now. Exam's coming up.
Singapore and Myanmar exams.
Sigh... so tired.. Kk...
now, some pictures...

What is done cannot be erased

k guys, I' really depressed and sad nowadays, not to mention tired.
k, today, i feel like spilling all the beans and say everything i've never said before.
I've beenn feeling sad cause my mom have to go for operation next mth.
Could be breast cancer. I've been missing my dad. And I feel sad cuz i feel like i dun actually have a dad cuz he's always not taking responsibility and making mom so sad.
she's strong but i know it must be hard to manage my bro and me. my bro, i wish he would behave, he's always making mom go insane.yup, there was a time mom had to take depression pills.
I dun hate my dad but i just wish he is more like a dad and i wish my bro is more sensible.
I've not really had a good childhood. my grandma is very fierce and short-tempered.
my mom, dad and bro are always not at home, and they would piss her off in one way or another and my grandma would take all her anger out on me.So i didn't really like being at home, no , not at all.
I look forward going to sch everyday and dreaded coming home every day.
no, My friends are not really that of a friend. u know, the sch i went to was where all the rich kids go and u know, they are like very, unreal.
but sch was better than home.
haha, I love my bro he made me go through the worst fear i could have ever felt in my life but ya, i dun blame him. but the thing is a secret. biggest secret of my life.
Then when i thought i was going to be fine. I had to go overseas, My first sch was not exactly what u would call friendly and welcoming.
They were always saying"u're not a singaporean ,so i dun wanna friend u"
hahah... funny how i managed to get though the whole day with my mouths super glued.
Then i thought that, great I could change.
and i moved house and changed sch. first year at BHPS was not exactly pleasent la.
Mala and they all were always leaving me behind when we're going as a group, tricking me, bullyingme la. but i think they were putting me through a test la
hahahah, that time i was so envious of them cause they had such a special bond which i thought i could never have, then came Asmira, she and i was on and off BFFs . hahah.. then i had to fall in love with maen. And everyday, I would get abuse from mala,asmira,maen,My mom, my bro, my grandma and "the group".
But i guess that made me all the stronger...
Anyways, Maen was really there for me at my most sad times la, cuz of 1 reason or another, i wouldn't be able to contact My besties and he would always be there, listening to my nonsense, ahaha. if, u guys are reading this man, I just want u to know, I LOVE U GUYS AND THANK U FOR BEING THERE, especially Mala and Maen.
Really maen, it may mean nth to u but for me, it was a lot.
So thx anyways. I think i can tell guys better abt my prob at times cux my 1st ever best friend was a guy after all.
I was studying just now, really tired. thank u jodi for leaving me behind today.
met I-Forgot-his-name on the bus, he asked me if i was ok, then i said yes and then he asked me if i was sure or not so i ssaid ya and ask y and he said i look really tired. wow. i must have looked a sight. real horrible.
sigh... k. gotta go n study more. March, I wish u wouls end, only then my exam will finish and i could do whatever i want.
I LOVE U GUYS, mala, diana, wiwi, asmira, maen, sharfica and not forgetting Kumarna.
Bye!
PS: maen said Kum is gay

Weird weird world ♥

Sigh.... I was so very sad and angry so i didn't update... I was really really busy studying.... And going crazy and gatting mad....
I kinda study 24 every weekend , yes i study when i sleep and dream too.. My mom sooooo mean la... Know what's rest time? lols... waiiiiiiii.....
My house kitchen's light went off when i was cooking.. scary...
that time i was talking to maen and he was like , "too bad Nothing I can do"
Wanna die like that. Yes my mom and bro had a big fight.
mom kick him out. he left. he came back. she let him in .. -.- I know i know
DUMB, right? yes .
Now need to go and commit suicide.
Study In other words.
no off day till March for me..
Life sucks
I'm gonna but FBT tmr.
:D BTW
Really wierd ppl nowadays sia.... Tag ppl also Dun want ta be normal... Sighs.....
I mean I understand ppl for tagging Jodi that ways cause She too chio alr.. But me? Big breast? CRAZY I tell u, COMPLETELY CRAZY... I Really want to say this but i know it's bad. Your breast TOO SMALL if u call mine big.If I big then Jodi what?
SORRY..
Gotta go now, BYE!~