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1.Beer:
good to enjoy
2.Food:
delicious
3.Relationships:
short
4.Your crush:
many
5.Power Rangers:
once upon a time
6.Life:
live it
7.The President:
he rules
8.Yummy:
him
9.Cars:
fast and stylish
10.Movies:
My food
11.Halloween:
when is it?
12.Sex:
appetizer
13.Religion:
Buddha
14.Hate:
to be alone
15.Fear:
loneliness
16.Marriage:
trust.
17.Blondes:
crazy
18.Slippers:
slippers
19.Shoes:
pumps
20.Asians:
rocks
21.Pass time:
day dream
22.One night stand:
count for me
23.Cell phone:
broken
24.Smoke:
bad for health
25.Fantasy:
last long and be rich
26.College:
Hunks
27.High school life:
too much hw
28.Pyjamas:
silk
29.Stars:
beautiful
30.Center:
of attention.
31.Alcohol:
feel good
32.The word love:
is a big word
33.Friends:
plenty
34.Money:
makeover
35.Heartache:
Him
36.Time:
3 32 pm
37.Divorce:
Hope it doen't happen
38.Dogs:
scary
39.Undies:
panties
40.Parents:
don't know everything
41.Babies:
f-ing adorable
42.Ex:
it's history
43.Song:
First Love
44.Colour:
Red & blue
45.Weddings:
too much hassle
46.Pizza:
cheese! Hawaiian!
47.Hangout:
playground; movie theater
48.Rest:
in bed
49.Goal:
to get rich
50.Inspiration:
gone

I'm going to do sth that I'm gonna regret.
I hope what ever comes out of it is good.
I don't have a life. I live like a zombie, listening to my mom. doing whatever she wants me to.
I wanted some comfort, I searched for it.
I needed shelter, I looked for it.
I needed love, I tried my best trying to find it.
But what I found was, hurt, abuse and pain.
I can't help but feel insignificant.


I miss him no matter how I try not to.
I love him no matter how I try to forget loving him.
Memories always come flashing back and haunt me.
What have I done? Why did I make those mistakes?
How should I carry on? How can I get back my innocence?

Cut my hair,
Shall explain next time what went wrong (:

I realise that people love to surprise each other.
And I was not amazed by the fact that I'm not loved.
It has always been this way.
It will change,sometime in the future, just a matter of whether it will change before I die or after I die.
Yeah, I admit I can't throw my love away from him like trash.
No,I'm not talking about my ex.
He's just someone I know and someone you may know.
hahah, anyway, if you see me with 2 big rings under my eye, don't be surprised..
Yup, I didn't sleep. It helps because I don't have to wake up.
That means I won't be late for school.
I know I know, you probably thinks I'm wierd but yeah.
it's a fact. Can't change that.
I'm not going to ignore him because it doesn't change anything.

I understand that this is the turning point for me.
I know I have pushed my luck.
I know I need to act now and do it fast.
But I've lost my motivation for quite some time.
And motivation is everything that I will need now.
I don't want to live a zombie life.
I realise that I have no one to turn to.
I lost that one because he's too occupied with his Girlfriend.
I do have some people I could turn to if I want to put my trust in them.
But I can't bring myself to do ir because they don't trust me.
I don't see things the way many people do.
So sometimes,it's hard for me to agree with everyone.
I also realised that I look for him every single second that I'm nt aware that I'm searching for him.
I'm a failure and I don't really have much experience to deal with it.
I'm thankful to those who tried to cheer me up today and those who did.
And thanks shermain and Shawn, for keeping me distracted. (:
Thx Limmin and XingLing (:
Thx Jing Ying (:

LEE MIN HO!!!!! OMG he's so hot.
hahahah, so adorable....
sighhhhhhh, I'm so in love.
hahahaha :D



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I love this pic.
oh ya, Lee Min Ho doesn't know how to cry properly :P

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Hahahahaha, I feel good, nanananana.
XD XD XD XD, I feel so much better now.
aiyo, so tired after going shopping
hahaha, ate with XiaoMin at pizza hut today :D
hahahaha, then met diana and went to Bugis.
Bought stockings there.
She was like complaining " can i sit?"
hahahaha, so cute.
Nth much too say, so I'm gonna waste my time watching Boys over flowers !!!

I looked like that in the morning when i went to school.
Didn't get a wink of sleep yesterday cuz i had runs.
I paid a visit to the toilet every 5 mins.
It sucked.
Gosh it had been years since i had diarrhea.
I feel like vomiting now cuz i just ate my medicine.
Argh! i feel so weak.
Sigh, have mercy my dear bacteria. I can't take another day of diarrhea.
I rather fall sick than this.
Gosh! I hate this!