it's a new beginning

I realise that people love to surprise each other.
And I was not amazed by the fact that I'm not loved.
It has always been this way.
It will change,sometime in the future, just a matter of whether it will change before I die or after I die.
Yeah, I admit I can't throw my love away from him like trash.
No,I'm not talking about my ex.
He's just someone I know and someone you may know.
hahah, anyway, if you see me with 2 big rings under my eye, don't be surprised..
Yup, I didn't sleep. It helps because I don't have to wake up.
That means I won't be late for school.
I know I know, you probably thinks I'm wierd but yeah.
it's a fact. Can't change that.
I'm not going to ignore him because it doesn't change anything.