This heartache, will it go away?

Life is kinda hard, I can't help it.
To him who just wants to ahem , you gotta act better.
like please, I can see it, so obvious
I hate you , I hope you don't come back
I don't care if it's tearing me apart
I hope I do well for EOY .
I'm trying very very hard.
& lastly, I think I'm falling for someone impossible and someone I shouldn't fall for ...