it's a new beginning

I SO FRAGGING WANT TO SCREAM!!!
my heart out so that I dun have to breathe anymore.
so that I dun have to face my life in misery.
Mom, can you be more realistic and see the world in the way we youngsters see?
You want your privacy, I gave you.
I want my privacy, you don't want to let me have.
Is that fair?
I know life is not fair but I'm sure you don't want grandma to know abt some stuffs right?
what is your problem?
I understand you want things for my best.
but you have to understand that I want to little peace.
A place to escape reality.
I don't have anything and can you don't take away the little space I have now?
Can you don't take away the few friends I have now?
Mom, you don't understand, You don't