it's a new beginning

Life's not always fair.
I'm losing myself and I don't like it one bit.
I lost all my motivation. I guess I'm going through a metamorphosis .
I hope it all turn out well. Meanwhile, I'll do all I can to keep going.
I had a lot to say before I actually post. Now, everything is blank.
Real tired recently. I'm trying my best to make life more fun.
I wanna find a job. I wanna become more hardworking. I'm surprised I'm actually doing homework.
Trying to adapt to the new change in my life.
Sometimes, I just don't understand people.
hahaha, I'm so optimistic I didn't realize how much pain I actually went through.
The pain isn't there when you ignore it.
That way you can be stronger or another alternative is accept the pain and endure it.
I've done both but both are about the same 'cause it's hard to ignore the pain and it's hard to endure it too.
^^ The smiley and cheerful May will always be the way no matter what she's going through.
Woot! When you actually smile, it makes you feel a lot better.
The best medicine to cure pain is smiling andlaughing with all your heart.
This way, you actually convert the bad "thing" into a good "thing"
hahaha, I know I talked a lot of crap there but none the less,
that was destressing. :D:D:D:D:D:D