Empty as a doll

My life turn lifeless

With out you, I realise I'm nothing.
Without love I guess I'm breaking.
Like a beach without water.
My life is empty without you here.
-May




I composed this because I realise that I miss being loved.
I hate being lonely.
I hate being devastated and torn.
I can't go on, all of a sudden, my defenses start to crack and tumble down.
Where did all my forged numbness and indifference go?
I have to have him but he's looking the other way