sinister ;

Sigh, what the hell was I thinking?
I even told HT
Bleh, to think i was ready to try it out
what a thing to happen
but part of me wanted it to stop deceiving myself
but part of me wanted to trust
It's not like I can help it.
He was the same as them. He was. . .

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care.