never thought it would happen

sigh, I'm going to forget about this and going to be happy.
I ain't gonna let my mom down again with this kind of problem.
I shall be happy and cheerful. (:
i won't and I won't ever make such mistakes ever again.
I feel so fucking pathetic . This has never happened to me before.
I shall learn my lesson. they can scold me for all they want and judge me for all they want.
because i know who i really am. I did not flirt and i would never do such a thing to come between a couple. Those who know me will know and i believe i can go through it. people think they know me so well, let them.
to think i thought you were my friend, i had to learn this in a harsh way