A picture tell a thousand wordsSolitary

ok. it's 1:09 am and i still haven't finished what i am supposed to.
there are quite a number of things going on in my life right now and i'm coping (: hopefully, well.
but, yeah, I'm still surviving. I've been lacking rest for 2 months now and i'm amazed i am still going.
oh well, going but not too great. I'm almost done with AEM and SL but I needed a break, to let out the steam.yes, to complain. I'm super duper tired. i slept at 2 last night and the night before at 1 and the night before that. i've been working everyday like no body's business[it's mine actually] and i'm fragging lonely. I NEED STH , i don't know what but something.
next, I'm confused. I'm freaking fragging tired of being the giver. Giving my all until i've nothing left. NOTHING. I HATE AWKWARD SILENCES , AWKWARD EYE CONTACTS AND UNANSWERED PHONE CALLS!!! and i'm absolutely tired and sick of being jealous. i need to concentrate which i'm not doing now and which i'm going back to it soon. Oh, by the way, did i tell you all that I have AEM written test , presentation, appointment with VP of MINDS and work>? i figured i didn;t (: well, good luck for me because what I just said didn't make any sense