when it's too late

Why can't just someone come up to me and tell me that he loves me and mean it?


Life sucks. I need to hang out with new friends. I need a change.
I want to be happy again and I'm trying to fight for it.
How come I have no energy...

the final goodbye

I don't wanna care anymore.
You'll be my past , I'll make my own future.
I can face the world , I know I can.
Though it's just me against the world,
I'll embrace what I have now and what I am.
I'll grow up, I'll accept that I'm nothing to you.
I love you and good bye.
This shall be the last. Farewell. . .

give me a kiss&

I miss my hair

waiting for my miracle &
waiting for you to notice me
to find me & to love me
But I've been waiting so long
when will you discover me?

Life's been meaningless
empty and alone since someone chose to change our friendship
I admit I'll miss those memories but I assure you I'll live with it
could you say it's fate?
I don't know
I only know that I'm alone, again
Recently, keep running into Peeklin
thank god, I miss her man
She's really nice, I feel like we're so alike
we always get mistaken by those who surrounds me
they don't understand at all.....
well, assumptions and prejudice
I've had enough
give me a break of this suffering
I just feel so left out whenever and wherever I am
Stupid, I hate it.
but not with peeklin, we sort of fit in
hahahaha, she's become a good girl
at least she's got good morals
& yes I am Strange, so what
&& I don't like that particular girl who act cute so much
too much, you ca see, I dunno why others so blind.
Stupid, she's not nice at all
STOP ACTING CUTE IN FRONT OF ME
makes my eyes hurt man
can;t stand it, so short some more
think she so pretty, ewww...
sigh, first time , i keep getting disgusted.
well, i gotta shake it off.
I used to be so nice but naive
well... at least I've seen more of the world
well.. see you next time



Just when you thought that was it, everything changes